out of middle age crisis, one way.

 It remains only two weeks by the end of this year. There are a lot of soybeans to be cut down on the farm. I am in a  ultra-busy condition.
 I can only make two or three hours a day for the work.I works on the farm listening to many things through Sony's  cassette Walkman .It'a a very enjoyable time for me aged 56 in the midddle age crisis. I have about  3000-4000 cassete tapes. Almost all of them are live recordings from FM radio in 7o's to 90's. I cannot listen to them intensively otherwise beeing not on the farm. There are many lessons to be learned from the tapes.
 I am 100 % certain that there are great treasures in these times working on the soybeans farm.
 Though I am  in a  bit depression, I can  feel a optimistic feeling for a while.